A birthday to begin again

 Achoosey,   you were with me when I bloomed anew,

Through every storm, I leaned on you.

You saw my fall, my rise, my pain,

And helped me find myself again.

Through all the nights I lost my way,

Your love became my guiding ray.

Now life feels bright, the skies so clear,

Because your heart is always near.

This year feels like the dawn of grace,

The pain behind, new dreams in place.

We’ve seen the worst, now light has come—

The start of all that’s gonna bloom again.

This birthday comes with hopes so true,

Of peace, of dreams, of joy for us.

May every song the morning sings,

Bring love and light on gentle wings.

Let’s walk ahead, you, me and the little one 

With faith and love in all we’ll see and do.

For every wish I make today—

Is for our hearts to stay this way.....

Happy Birthday, my love — may this year be the beginning of the melody, the peace, and prosperity we both truly deserve....

I,DREAMER

 I,  DREAMER

The dream realm  flushed me out, this morning

Saluting a tireless  robin on my window sill.

Night's prayers  failed  yet again this dawn,

Togetherness   seem a vanished hope now.

I wanted us to last , just one more hour

Prayed a  heart , an endeavor in vain.

 Time world poured itself out, When 

Sand clock  tilted  its heads yet again.

Breath in an air of hurt and despair 

Only to be confused for one last time.

Pranayama doesn't solve these for sure

Puzzles are for your minds , echoed within.

Charm ,cherish and laughter of  daylight break

Blossomed in to a wiped tear, now

I want us to last , just one more hour

One more moment before it fade away.

Night's prayers  failed  yet again this dawn,

Togetherness   seem a vanished hope now.

Was it just a dream,and 

am  i dreaming lone this dawn

It was near awakening ,

When i dream that i dream.

PAYBACK

 PAYBACK

Curse  those malicious splits,

 Those revilings  spun out then

They do crumble at her charms,

Where eminence only adorn a soul.

Not an iota  passed ever since 

Quenching my tears and tore my soul

How long farther, need I stroll  alone

Before the lone PayPal tree is found...

Yesterday, yet another day

What lay ahead is just today..

Curse  again those malicious splits,

Payback is all that we  do get.

Enchanted epoch: The Yin and yang around me..The play of choices

Enchanted epoch: The Yin and yang around me..The play of choices: choice is a wonderful phenomenon to have around you whenever you need to choose.At the same moment it is the most drastic criterion when yo...

The Yin and yang around me..The play of choices

choice is a wonderful phenomenon to have around you whenever you need to choose.At the same moment it is the most drastic criterion when you have to choose between two things.The precious and yet most pathetic weapon in the armory of fate.There exists a phase in our life when we need to choose something and avoid the other.And fellas, its only the begining; you are going to enjoy and then to suffocate from this enormous feeling soon.As sweet it is to accept the one , the pain and sorrow to loose the other is magnanimous.In our life of day to day choices , we enjoy, and suffer these moments .We cherish and be sorrow for what we choose.We are proud and disheartened for what we choose.We worship and hate what we choose.
I think the play of choices are beyond our control.it is like yin and yang.The opposite   forces in nature that keep the universe in tandem.then how to be  free from agony and paradox of choices ?is it frankly the card play of the master  who repeatedly take us to the 'y junction' and  laugh on us from somewhere whatever the path we choose?
first of all why cant we remember the very first choice we need to make?it is the origin of the path we are in for now.What if we take the other door and travelled the same distance?Is it as easy like we imagine, that take the  case of other guy?Why  are we here now ? is it because the fate or is it because the path we choose ...or else are these the same?
to answer this we must remember the last choice we made in our life ...When we remember the two last choices we had , there comes a third person called consequences.The fate we believe that lies on the two paths that we have to choose.The two destination that we believe will reach soon, if we take the choice.literally that thought and fear make the choice, not the self .
it is the fear or affinity to consequences that made the choice.its the agent that made us to choose;And frankly,  from your own experience , have you reached the so called destination, salvation?nope ...it leads to another paradox and further consequences..this is just a diversion just like an oasis..the feeling to linger your thoughts.
the fear of consequence  stops you from doing what you need to do.
Be arrogant or illiterate but not,be afraid of the thoughts of consequences.
Shatter the fear of the consequences and free yourself .Enjoy the moments of togetherness ,have a splendid feel called life.That's how to be  wise and confident of your choices.
have a good day ahead..god bless you...

Bagpiper

I was a nervous fist timer
for him its just another day;
He came with me on a half day
Its just bizarre on a hot midday.
Its a panicday in my officedesk
Nothing less,  a chaos in my room too.

His hips wrapped in a elegant green
rung a bell of of some green apples.
He had a rasburry bro and an orangy sis,
Sure i will miss them tonight.
i drive  him  home in my  Rx 100
driving seems hushy with him.
Amma told  to keep him out,
ah hell,i am bored of 'good boy' hype.
I called on three of his  dizzy friends,
one was chill another plain and third
oh dear lord ,i dont remember.
they  dreamt a lot about all the unknown,
my room turned to be full of  gurus
 they took me to lighthouse,to engines to fields
to graveyards of sin  and to the sandystorms
All of them i saw in my own room,
felt through  their blood and body.

I dropped him  near the light house ,late night
hoped he cant find ma room again
i said no sorry,neither i was But
kissed him when a goodbye was told

he knocked my room many a times later ,
now i know , he can find ma room everagain
He  do it all, for a  mayhem
And thats what i ,am for him. 

LONE STAR:-

 I see you in my dreams

you the light i  wish to have,

the road ahead ,was and will be dark,

 and all i have is your will.

you were there whenever i need ,

 am sure you wil be forever and ever,

i  see this world clear with you 

beyond the dust and dunes , it tormented with,

my mind is cloudy and vague ;like this late night sky,

your love the lonestar; in this darkest hour.

your wishes brighten the future star,

it seems so shy when am alone.

i wanna be a singer

only my voice forbid me  that,

i wish you are with me,always

 your sounds drive me crazy.

its a long time my dear , i hear  you;yeah

the yesterdays seem a million years now.

 I miss you now as i lace these words ,

yet am sure,you wil rhym a lullaby this night too.