THE LOST KEY

I lost the key once again,

The key to my space, of life and lust.

The key, that I always keep myself with;

Today  i fear, i lost it forever.

               

Can't imagine how she will react;

                                the mate i share my space with,

Voice and cries will shower my ears;

                                as it had ,the times before,

Or her dewy silence will mince my tender feelings,

For god sake, that never happened before.

We sought the lock and keys on a sunny day,

Beneath the shades of a PayPal tree;

The day that i will never forget,

Though it seems long gone by now.

We named the lock, the hope;

                                                Guardian to my space

Keyed with faith and belief;

                                                Hope holds my space alive.

Faith and belief my wings; of just and desire,

They float me across the valleys; of calm and peace.

Had lost the faith, many times before;

                                                Regained from here or there

Coz she had belief; faith, found inside my space.

The lost and found game was on;

                                Can’t complain my possessiveness,

Yet the space stood opened for me;

                                                Coz the belief, she always had.

Today belief no longer with her,

Am deserted with a key in my palm,

I found my space shut and myself lost;

Still can’t complain the possessiveness.

I fear, i lost the key forever; now i know

Why they call hope, a magical lock.